some days are better than others

Today isn't one of those days :) All I can think about is how much I'd rather be in College Station right now, preparing to go to Kyle Field to watch the aggies btho miami on the 12th Man Tv. (The one I've never seen in person because I've been detached from the city for too long.)

Ah well, there is life after college...

I am going to watch the game at Boston's where my friend works part-time as a cocktail waitress. I'm really only going because she wants to see me "in action" at a game, wants to see my reactions and see me vent my frustrations (which hopefully won't happen all that much!) So, I may turn into a spectacle. At the end of the night, I don't care how much of a fool I've made of myself - as long as the Aggies pull another one out (preferably by more than 2 points, but I'll take what I can get)

Austin is gone - he's been gone a week now - and I guess its true that absence makes the heart grow fonder...though I still would rather him be here and my fondness just stay how it was before :) I've been really busy since he left, which has made time go by faster...so I guess if a separation ever occurs again I'll know to just keep my dance card loaded.

Its funny how stupid little things can change your mood/attitude about something. I was really down in the dumps this morning about being here vs. in Texas (which is a mood that comes and goes rather often) and I got to work to find an odd looking photo hanging in my cubicle...I believe it is some rapper, though my knowledge of rappers ends with MC Hammer, knelt towards the ground with an 80's style boom box and a caption "yes, yes ya'll" I am not sure who hung it, the guilty party won't confess, but I have my suspicians :) The significance of it is nonexistant - it was just put up because I am constantly made fun of for my Texasisms, y'all being the most prominant. But just when I feel like I want to leave, I am pleasantly surprised with a piece of trash in my cube reminding me that even though life isnt what it was in college, I still have a blast here and have met some awesome people who make my days at work go by faster than expected, and almost always make me forget how little I like my job :)

So I guess thats all for now - I suppose not a lot has changed since my last post, still the inner battle of home in Texas vs. home in Denver. but i'm getting there...